I am kind of in the mood to talk about stuff. I don’t really know what. I was drinking coffee this morning and I thought about how in the last week or so I have received some compliments that really made me feel good about myself and all of my progress I have been making in life. I had my makeup done the other day and the girl doing my makeup said that I had beautiful flawless skin. It’s been a while since I heard that. If you ever read my blog before. I was dealing with break outs really really bad after I was coming off of heavy pharmaceutical drug abuse. It’s seemed to have stopped or at least mellowed out a lot. I have my pre period zit I always get. But, that’s about it. I saw people this week who have not seen me in a few months and they told me that I looked amazing how much weight I have lost. I am at a total of 27 pounds as of last week. I lost 7 in a week. I have a goal that I am working towards and it seems as if I am going to accomplish it. I don’t feel extraordinarily amazing. But, I do feel content. I do feel comfortable in my own skin. That, my friends, is an amazing feeling. Something that I cannot actually say that I have honestly ever felt.

In other news, I really have not done jack shit all weekend besides run errands and tidy up and do laundry. I know I am really exciting right? Friday, I got so drunk I passed out before I could even make it to Brian Street Team’s birthday party. I did, however, try to get him a gift that he would never forget. I called in favors and I got him the cyberskin pussy mold of the one and only April Flores… Fatty Delicious herself! The beautiful April happens to be Brian’s favorite porn star ever. (I can’t really blame him I mean who could resist her… Right?) I haven’t had a chance to talk to Brian since his party. I did text him but he never wrote me back. I am assuming he is busy… and had a really good time? hahah.

There she is

So it’s almost midnight and I should probs go to bed because I have to wake up early for work. But, I’ll leave you with some pictures.

Hope you guys liked the pics I’m going to do some light educational reading…

xoxox

MM

I am switching hosts and all that good stuff and redoing my design and soon will be a paid site. O_O how awesome is that shit? I miss you guys and I am trying to write you a guys a good honest blog like before I started working 90 million hours a week!!! I miss you and Ill be back when my shit is up and back to normal!! xoxox

Today I woke up feeling like shit. I’ve been a little sick all week… However, yesterday I woke up with no voice. Today, the no voice continued. I was all stuffy, fever, achy. All of the good bullshit that comes with being sick. I went into work for a few hours. I got the days started for my employees. I got sent home though because I looked like shit. I took a photo of myself for my friend Louis and he told me it was a terrible picture so I am going to post it on my blog

When I got home I put myself into a NyQuil induced coma.

Then in my NyQuil induced drunken state I tried to make Aidan play with me. However, he was not really into doing anything but napping.

Then I gave up trying to play with him and we both fell asleep. . .

That my friends is what I did today… I am going to go back to doing it too.

xoxox

MM

Today I was on a mission to download this CD. It’s called Rock Music: A tribute to Weezer.

The line up on this CD is spectacular in every sense of the word. If you had any sense of musical taste when I was 16. You were all over this album when DeadDroid Records put it out.

1. My Name Is Jonas – Affinity, Affinity	Listen
2. No One Else – Piebald	Listen
3. Holiday – Glasseater	Listen
4. Surf Wax America – Grade	Listen
5. Say It Ain’t So – Further Seems Forever	Listen
6. World Has Turned and Left Me Here	Listen
7. Susanne – Midtown	Listen
8. Jamie – Dashboard Confessional	Listen
9. Scorcho – The Stereo
10. Tired of Sex – My Complex,	Listen
11. Good Life – The Impossibles	Listen
12. Only in Dreams – Mock Orange	Listen
13. Butterfly – The Ataris	Listen

So as you know I spoke about that problem with those dogs a month ago. Well, unfortunately it’s become an ongoing problem with people who’s homes are being foreclosed on they are leaving their animals in these homes with no one to care..feed..water..clean after them for weeks and sometimes months. Recently we had a man on Cook St. In LA foreclose on his home and my office was sent to be the listing agents of this property. Upon our inspection it came to my attention that this ASSHOLE left 6 yes… 6 dogs in the back yard. Chained to various parts of the yard. After a week of fighting and paper work a young women helped those dogs get into the shelter where they received all of the care that they needed. However, the dogs need to be put into a rescue because if they stay at the shelter they will be put down because of their breed. The young women Sandy was nice enough to take 600 dollars of her own money and also foster one of the dogs. However, we still need to raise 4,000 $ so these little guys can have a home! So I’m begging you guys… for me… Please donate.. to save their lives !!!

Click that link or this one

I will offer to everyone who donates over 40.00 a hand signed 8×10. I will personally put it in the mail and send it to you. Just send me a screen shot of your donation or an email and I’ll check with Sandy. If you donate over 200.00 I will give you a free lifetime memebership to the paid portion of my site that is being set up as I am typing to you. For me it’s very important that these animals get a chance to live their life the way they deserve because it isn’t their fault some asshole just fucking tied them in the back yard and left them there!! OR better yet… If you are in the LA area or are willing to travel and want to foster these cuties I will not only thank you immensely but throw in something amazing that I have not planned out yet. The dogs are all ready to be adopted they have all been spayed or neutered since the asshole never took care of them before. Their medical work is all up to date now and they are all healthy.. (I should post pics right? Whoops.)

This poor little girl is traumatized. She will be fine with some TLC. Just like my little Aidan when I got him!

PLEASE! Everyone I am begging!! I am pleading!! Help out! If not for me… for them…

xoxox

MM

Please!Please!Please!

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It’s like 7:30 am and I really don’t want to go to work… I promised I’d write you a blog then I forgot! I’m such a jerk! However, I did lose a total of 21 pounds so because of that I am going to post you a picture because I am a nice lady!

Woo hoo!! Anyways, seriously all I do is work. I wish I had something amazing to tell you but I don’t. I was thinking about switching servers coming up since I haven’t been updating. Then I can put more content on my site. I need to get it redesigned too. I sent out some emails to get some prices on designs and everything. Hopefully I can find something I like! I did a photo shoot the other day and I really want to see my pictures from it. I have been waiting so impatiently for them! Here are some photos from the shoot!

Yep. So, that’s all I do! Here are some other pics that I have taken as well if you don’t follow my twitter!

This was on Fleshbot a few weeks ago! My good friend Igor from Drive By Boredom took this of me. I love this picture more than any other picture that anyone has taken of me!

OH and then Nacho sent me a pair of Supra’s I fell in love with!!

OH and then finally!! There is a new photo set of me on a certain website….

SO go to Burning Angel (dot) com …. click this link and ENJOY some pictures of me before I lost 20 pounds. hahah

Plus I am pretty sure Jessie Lee and Misti Dawn did a scene with Mr Pete and it just went up today so you should go see that. Because both of them are hot.. well all three of them are hot!!!

So on that note it’s 8 am and I really need to put makeup on and get my ass into the office I have a ton of stuff to do today per usual and then I have to go to the doctors. I will seriously try to make an effort to give you a good update later on tonight after work. However, I cannot make promises because I have no idea how late I am going to work and I have to go to the gym.

xoxox

MM

I’m going to update my blog later because I promised I would … Like TODAY. sorry I’ve been on a hiatus! I have to go to the gym now But, I really want to update for you and show you all my pictures and stuff from my last few shoots.. Then I want to tell stories and blah blah blah! I miss you guys!!!!!!!!

OKAY !!! Give me a few hours I need to go running. xoxox

MM

My life has been in this constant transition ever since I have moved to California. It’s almost bizarre in a way. Everything in my life has just been up in the air. Bridges have been burned and new ones have been built. I do things the way I do them not intending to hurt people. But, because I don’t want to hurt people. When I came to Los Angeles I had not spoken to anyone in my family for years. Things have definitely changed with me… Maybe it’s for the better… Maybe it’s not… But, I am genuinely content right now with my life for the most part. On that note, you now know what it is that I have been doing… Which is a whole lot of soul searching and life skill building… Also working 70 hours a week. Which reminds me. I need to get a second job.  I started cutting out a lot of people from my life/mind recently because I had to in order to heal and grow. I’m sure they won’t understand.. Or maybe they will… It’s not my problem anymore. Friday night.. what am I doing? Laundry. Talk to you guys soon hopefully. I miss you all. xoxox

I went on a date the other day. . . the boys name was Jordan. He was tall and charming. He had a southern type of accent. He had magnetic eyes. He kissed with a strong passionate kiss that is nothing like most of the people in Los Angeles with their empty brains and hearts.

He’s a nice boy. He smells good. He, however, hogs the bed and steals all of my blankets. But, I guess the fact that he fucks the shit out of my pussy and doesn’t go limp when he’s drunk is a bonus. He even called me for a second date the day after…. and again tomorrow. So, I guess that’s a bonus. I like him because he doesn’t have drama. He’s simple. He’s cute. I like that when we are talking and we can stop talking and just stare and each other and smile and laugh. Man, I’m kind of horny now. . . I have to go to bed now. I have to be up at 6 am to go to the gym because I didn’t get out of work until late today and I’m exhausted.

xoxox

MM

So it’s Sunday. I know I was supposed to write you an entry a while ago. I just get caught up in doing nothing that involves sitting by my computer and writing out an entry. I found out earlier this week one of our properties at work had 2 pit bulls locked in this brick enclosure that had been there for weeks. I spent a good deal of my day trying to find a rescue to get the dogs out of the enclosure and to a safe home. nice people (team keller williams.) and they showed up and the dogs were gone Special thanks to Alli at A dogs life rescue Their Website. Everyone who donates to a dogs life rescue over 15 dollars I will personally send you an autographed 8×10 with a special message. Because animal rights are just THAT important to me.

I suspect the dogs have been in there for weeks. It’s sad. Look at how skinny that dog is. My friend and co worker Bam and David went to the property and fed the dogs and gave them water before they came up missing.

I cannot fathom how someone could leave two defenseless animals inside of a brick enclosure in the back of a home like this. They might as well have just let them out on the streets at least then they would have a better chance of surviving off of garbage then surviving off of nothing in this enclosure.

This is the front of the thing they trapped the dogs in.

Thinking about the things people do to animals makes me  ill. I hope that whomever is responsible for this gets locked into a small room for 4-6 weeks with no food or water and rots there. On Friday one of our properties had squatters in it so I spent most of the day finding legal loop holes to get these idiots out of the house. I finally found one. I could go to the property with police and make a citizens arrest based on trespassing and then while they are trying to get bailed out I could send one of the guys to the property to go board up the entire house so NO ONE can enter it until close of escrow. It would be up to the district attorney if they wanted to actually press charges but that isn’t my concern. My concern is getting these fuckers out of the house long enough to make sure no one can enter it. Now you know what I will be doing on Monday morning. I’ll be sure to take a video. These assholes have been getting on my god damn nerves. This man is living in the house with 2 other people on probation and him out on parole. No offense but I asked him nicely to leave. Now these idiots are about to get in trouble for violating probation and parole… Not my problem.. I told him not to fuck with me. People have been making a living off of becoming professional squatters in foreclosed properties which is total bullshit. Basically the banks do not want to have to go through eviction processes so they will pay these people cash for the keys to get out of the house. Sometimes up to 15 thousand dollars. It’s ridiculous. Luckily I happen to be smart and I find legal loop holes all the time Sucks for them. On a lighter note. I live behind a foreclosed bank owned mansion and I’m thinking about moving a mattress in there and hanging up curtains to get some cash for keys. They’ll never know I don’t REALLY sleep there. I’ll just escape out the back to my real home and collect that 15 grand. No big deal. Why the hell not. Every one else is doing it. A bank might as well pay me for putting up with all of the other squatters bullshit right? I could use the 15 grand anyways. Those assholes shit up my entire Friday back and forth between LA and Pacoima I went all day. Then those gangster ass mother fuckers started taking pictures of me standing outside of the house telling me they are going to find me? Mother fucker you find my ass and you’ll see what happens when a girl with daddy issues and anger problems gets pissed. I DARE YOU. I have a bat next to my bed with your skulls name on it. So anyways. I’m pretty enraged about this asshole who left these dogs in the property. I think something needs to be done to teach these people a lesson. This is something that should just not be done. People get in more trouble in America soliciting a prostitute then killing animals and that’s fucking bullshit. At least with a prostitute it’s 2 consensual adults not harming anyone. This is a defenseless creature that is put in harms way. FUCKING BULL SHIT.

I did 8 miles on the elliptical yesterday and couldn’t sleep for shit. I’m not really sure how that happened or what exactly happened… but it kind of sucked. I hate not sleeping. It’s 11:34 now. I should stop avoiding doing my cardio and get ready for the gun show tomorrow when I show up to kick some Mexican gangsters out of my property and get their asses thrown in jail. Low life mother fuckers.

Hell hath no fury like an over worked under paid Madison Mitchell Scorned.

Let this be a lesson to all of you fuckers even thinking about moving into one of my properties or even leaving animals in there…

I will not rest until I get revenge.

Thank you that is all.